MY RETURN:)

So... anyone miss me?

I haven't been blogging because I was 1)in pain 2) depressed cause of another pain 3) worrying bout high school 4) cleaning my room (EWWW) 5) and stuffing my face due to #1 and 2

...So I've notice we have only 8 school days left *SOB* and 7 days till grad... I'm so going to miss you all Randall-ers :( keep in touch and if you don't keep in touch and I find you in a grocery store maybe 10-ish years from now then I will personally stuff a cantaloupe up your ass:) even if I have kids (maybe even mine) watching,,,:)
Also I've been sad because I am waiting for Bill Crothers to tell me if i'm in or not and the tension is KELLING MEEE becauseif I don't go I will never see *him* again and I think i'm butt crazy in love with *him* and If I don't see *him* the planet will explode and If i do go to Milliken Then yeah I see my friends But iit will kill me slowly watching all the Proper people of Randall get corrupted and I don't care what you say but People so do totally change in high school. some people change cause its a *new start* and some just slowly change cuase of diffrent groups of friends, Drugs maybe, tons of sex and all the other corrupted thing us teenager get into.

I was very sad on Friday -Sunday because well... I feel im leaving Randall I am Mentally ready yet not emotionally I'm not very attached to the school but I am with the people the habits and the totally predictable things that happen... yet but monday morning at 4 am while I was just thinking to myself I figured I'm not leaving a stage of my life I'm just entering a new one. (yn) hope I don't change I 'll try not to....

This was a very emotional week for me and this is a very emotional blog... sorry for boring you but I had to some how let it out...


DivyaaaCh.<3

p.s. i Love you guys:)
xxox